PRO PLUS is AMAZING!

...as the title implies.... PRO PLUS is ... AMAZING!! popped two down with a swig of water.. and im feeling all bright awake n bubbly again!! ~ NOW TO KILL MY ESSAY AND START REVISION !! with less than amonth till may.. i am dead.. but not feeling the stress yet..what is wrong with me ??!!

I should be revising!

im watching precious revision time run through my fingers, and watching my academic and social life plummet into the dark hole in te corner of my bedroom where i shall rot away and mould for the next month............

before i jet off for the summer again ~ ^.^

FINISHED with HIV cwrk finally ~!!
-Now to do my Alzheimer Essay, and REVISE LIKE CRAZY!!

life has been dull lately, its really just evolved around my coursework, and stress over
too-little-time-too-much-work-to-be-done !
diet has been awful too.. just can't wait till its the summer so i can get a rest from work, and have some time to not worry about work and deadlines!

*edit update //
94% for my HIV coursework!!!! YAAAY!

HIV is killing me.. no i don't mean quite literally ... i mean the coursework based on it !!

Having to read a 10 page article is bad enough, now times that by 4 for a piece of coursework worth only 5%... now... imagine another 7 ontop of that for my essay on alzheimers worth 15% of the module...
...............ok.. i am not looking forward to Easter!!

Its been pretty stressful recently, a lot of work to be done, and probably need to teach myself 5 modules out of 8 in only 2months.. ok .. "screwed" is the word im looking for here!

ok i take back what i said in my last post about wanting to do law..that would be probably the last jobs/degree i'd do.. can't imagine sitting in an office with a bunch of paperwork 9-5 (if one is lucky!...could possibly be 9-9) days!

ok im digging a hole now, what i meant to say is.. forget last post, was a spur of the moment thing, down to anger, stress and actions before thinking!! -stress from the things happening in my life, which are slowly being resolved, but i have been left scarred for life on how cruel some people can be!

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Curent thoughts:

STRESS FROM THE THOUGHT OF UP-COMING EXAMS!!
--future rests on wether i attain a 2.1 / 1st!

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funny quote from Scrubs :

Turk: "Err sir....that's pronounced analgesic not anal-gesic. Thats why your headaches haven't been going away. The pills go in your mouth"

Oh, what a turn in life.. considering studying law now.. life is so unfair, and the way the police goes around investigating.. well im not surprised the report of hundreds of people prosecuted incorrectly.

~Mr Blair .. go sort it out! ..or send someone else to..!

A Start!

milk.. well.. not a true fan of milk unless its mixed in with my cup of tea, in some sort of milkshake (though true milkshakes have icecream!) and of course.. over me cornflakes in the morn.
BUT i do like the taste of tofu-ey milk.... or put better as Soya Milk... ah~!!!nothing better!
rather have a glass of soya milk over a glass of wine.. (yuk wine! give me the crappy alcopop anyday! - i may regreat saying this when im older..but who knows!)

So Why the sudden feeling to blog, well perhaps i'd like to fill up some internet space with my useless thoughts, (though im guessing very few people/no one will be reading this) and perhaps write a bit about my academic life as opposed to my social life (pretty crappy!)

all together a very average student; the typical student who doesnt achieve well (lacks of A*/A) and manage to just get away passing ok (B/2.1) every year.

whats next.. well... hopefully will be applying for medical school this september coming.. ah.. kicked myself a trillion times since i missed my offer by 10 ums marks ARGHHHHH and chucked my place to medical school ... ah.. if only back then i knew tv wasnt going to help me learn my bloody organic chemistry! ..ok well honestly.. i was just a lazy ass!

Now im struggling to keep up to date with uni work, im pretty screwed, looks like i will be spending time with dear library this weekend, and the nights to follow untill im done with exams!

Hopefully in years to follow i'll be reading back on this as a diary on my route through uni and "fingers and toes crossed" through medical school.

ah its 11pm now.. perfect timing to go do some more gentic cloning..hating genetics!